No pictures today folks

So im sitting here reading everyone's blogs and checking in. Debated all day about what i wanted to make a post about and then i look over at little Molly laying the floor, just chillin out, looking up at me with her sweet blue eyes....

When did this all happen?
What did I do to deserve all this?
And well what happens if it all goes away?

What I am saying is this....Im the luckiest women alive! I have everything in this world that means anything. Take all the materialistic things in my life away and it wouldnt matter. Not a bit! As long as i have Tim, Tj, MollyJean and of course my Buster Brown. (Yes and you Tara, Matt, Jen, Shannon...all of you that im hearing in my head going wait what about me:))

But in all seriousness, (im getting teared up now) Im truely blessed. When i met tim it was like the movies-literally sparks flew and i new he was mine. Then i realized he had TJ and i said forget it. I know I know, seems harsh but i had my head strong thoughts about my life and a step child was not part of the perfect plan. Those of you who truely know me, you all know what a brat i am and how i am set in my ways. (okay trailing off here, back to my story) TJ IS and will ALWAYS be my SON. He has a biological mother, yes. But I am the mother who takes care of him and raises him. I cant imagine my life without him now. I have watched him grow for over 4 years now, and he is such a wonderful kid. Everyday i thank god for teaching me a lesson about being set in my own ways...thank you TJ for teaching me and showing me a love that only you could provide. Your my heart buddy..my heart to yours.

So i traveled off there for a bit...I dont know why but today im realizing that not everyone has the "perfect" life as i so lead. I am married to my soulmate. Seriously, in all gods honest truth he is my best friend, my other half, my sanity, and my heart. Not everyone in life is so lucky to be able to say that. Thank you god for sending him to me...

And then theres Molly....oh yes MY MOLLY! For many many years, as long as i can remember i wanted her. Remember shannon, i would take joey but always had to give him back...remember jenifer, same thing with parris...and cyndie, same thing with isabella. You all had everything i wanted...and now i have her. Shes mine and i dont have to give her back to anyone. (shannon remembers me saying this the day after i gave birth to my little miracle)...shes the coolest little thing i have ever met. Everyday is something new with her, whether it be something she says or something she does. (her new thing is scowling at me, in fact shes doing it to me now because she wants my attention on her and not the blog.

So anyway, whether it be your husband, kids, cats, dogs...whatever means the most to you in this world let them know that today..right now in fact. Call them up, turn to them..do whatever you need to do but please let them know. Life is so crazy everyday...slow down for a moment, think about why your here and what you have(you may shed a few tears too) and grab your loved ones and enjoy them, kiss them, hug them and hold them. Our lives go by so fast...today we are here and tomorrow we may not be.

Thats all i have for you all today...sorry its so long, hope you made it through the whole thing without sleeping! I love you all!!!